Breaking down.

Am stressed. I wish everyone’s away on vacation now then I have the house to myself. I need peace and quiet. Mom keeps tempting me to go shopping cause she’s on leave. I. feel. weak. I’ll be honest, I’ve only read a freakin page today. I think I’m getting old. This procrastination thing is getting old. I want to fall asleep just looking at the books. Oh gawd. Feel like crying.