Suspended
17 Jun
I’m in pain. It feels like everything is on hold while the suffering creates itself to remind me that I can’t fool myself; there is a price to pay to get what I deserve. Everything is currently suspended except this paralysing agony that is from me but not controlled by me.
This is not my life. Am sleeping it off till my real life begins. Even then the pain keeps me half awake because being fully asleep would be half-cheating. Nobody can trick it, not even themselves. I’d have to do something more drastic to dull this, numb this.
I just want to not feel anything.
Posted from my Crackberry.
Tags: agony, emo, pain, suffering
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is this just PMS? emm
poor kimberly..
try drink more warm water or the best, warm ginger drinks…it’s work! no harm trying ;-)
girl, what happen? are you ok?
I think she’s bipolar.
poor u yumyum, r your parent silbings?
ky: yeah, i get very melodramatic wahaha
angelin: thanks :)
merryn: PMS lor
yumyum: wah r u a doctor?
yummy: lol
Hi Kim, i always have this pain too..monthly.. this March, i started a product name Organic Blackstrap Molasses (BioGreen) or see here http://www.greenimage.com.my/bio_blackMolesses.html . I am OK for May and June. I am not selling the product, just to share may be you can try up.